In fact, when it established affective relationships, what we might call

"This low blow, how much evil that forced the doctors, nurses and all staff engaged in prostitution in their relationship;., And that on many occasions produced aberrant consequences and tears They had discovered the use of weapons of mass penetration in the exact sense of words. "
Be selected in Cuba to perform an "Honorable Mission Internationalist", involves a breakdown of values, personal and family considerations, and violent weather and space decision. yamli Undoubtedly, the deep footprints in Cuban society, when hundreds of thousands of Cubans are sent to work as far away as Siberia, Namibia and Paraguay should be further analyzed.
This massive experiment can only be experienced in person, debris yamli unfinished stories, excrescences memory confused by the arguments, and petty memories, and above all, an event that is already past where all treat erasing their minds. I never understood how such a rich experience that touches so many people and so inserted in the wide spectrum in geographical and social order, is not cause for attention by the protagonists.
The Cubans who came to participate in the 'internationalists' events are particularly prone to forget everything; suffer yamli from collective yamli amnesia lacunar which can not escape. It is a collective conclusion, "the mission was already" - or is - a collective nightmare that is best forgotten. "
I think not, there are experiences that everyone wants to ignore, yamli but many have anecdotal value that can not be questioned - and serve as a handle to mind - among other things to write, - where possible - with attachment to truth. That's how I do.
Sent to work in the Republic of Nicaragua, as Medical Internationalist thought desirable to insert myself in Nicaraguan society, since it would be there that would live and work for two years, also because of my interest in this country that had awakened me since I was selected Ministry of Health (?), to go to provide my services as a specialist in internal medicine (?).
To understand a country, it is best to immediately interact with nationals, but this logic does not work, to get to the Medical Brigade was assigned to us, that the Head Brigade, full of obscure character complex and Secretary of the Party (CCP), cynical and lascivious, yamli a real ambulance driver immediately met with me to "read yamli the book", and among other things, I was informed that the foreign relations of the set during and in relation to work, responding to a turbid Regulation and unwritten , where foreigners (people from other nationalities based in Nicaragua) were excluded.
As for Nicaraguans, all friendly relationship, yamli or even visiting their homes, their places of work and leisure, should be informed in advance yamli and was subject to approval or rejection by the headquarters of the Cuban Medical Brigade Mission in the country, or even Embassy of Cuba. This artistic individuality aggression had explanations, saying that we were in a country at war and that we ran danger of being objects of attacks our integrity. Nobody believed it, but the best was yet to come.
Days later, when other cooperating joined Medical Brigade, a meeting was called. It seemed a strange thing despite the closed circle who were these brigades, the information is only treated yamli there, and was visible: weapons, yamli uniforms, military park and documents;
And he (Agent DGI) finally gave the information without reservations or halftones: was authorized relationships with national (read Nicaraguan) included yamli could share all the facilities yamli of the brigades, but that, when the number of "relationships" surpass the number 4 and clearly an emotional relationship were consolidated, the cooperative should populate the model. Complete the Model!
In fact, when it established affective relationships, what we might call "soxuales" (socio-sexual), Chief of Brigade took a group of worksheets as they say in these parts, and did reach solemnly hands of Cubans.
The form was printed on a sheet template "long" in blue ink on the front page and the cooperative should put all data Nicaraguan fellow who was sharing their affection and their families. Such was the wealth of data that included yamli personal details of their relatives. On the back of the blade, the cooperative found a first aspect that should put their views on the family and its members yamli in relation to their political yamli preferences and habits, a second aspect left a margin where the opinion of cooperating considered " utility "future in this family. The spreadsheet reached the Cuban DGI agent